A moment of self-doubt
Weight and balance.
Trigger limits.
Maximum all out weight.
Turn-around time.
Safety assessment report otherwise known as SAR.
So many terms.
So much stuff to understand.
Endless question marks hovering over my head at meetings and discussions. I swore my head was going to burst any minute at those moments.
"Learn well. If I can do it, I'm sure you can too."
So said my previous boss who gave these parting words to me just before he left for greener pastures. I was determined to make good on that statement, to show everyone that I can do it.
To make those who mean a lot to me feel proud of me.
The passion in me has not waned. But my ego has taken a slight bruising nonetheless.
Which I admit is perfectly normal and I have come to terms with it. It is not the first time and it isn't definitely going to be the last either. I am just not sure how long this is going to last and it freaks me out thinking of it sometimes.
Trigger limits.
Maximum all out weight.
Turn-around time.
Safety assessment report otherwise known as SAR.
So many terms.
So much stuff to understand.
Endless question marks hovering over my head at meetings and discussions. I swore my head was going to burst any minute at those moments.
"Learn well. If I can do it, I'm sure you can too."
So said my previous boss who gave these parting words to me just before he left for greener pastures. I was determined to make good on that statement, to show everyone that I can do it.
To make those who mean a lot to me feel proud of me.
The passion in me has not waned. But my ego has taken a slight bruising nonetheless.
Which I admit is perfectly normal and I have come to terms with it. It is not the first time and it isn't definitely going to be the last either. I am just not sure how long this is going to last and it freaks me out thinking of it sometimes.
posted by morningcalm @ 2:45 PM
2 Comments:
At 10:05 AM,
:: teQuila sunrise :: said…
Dear dear, just as u gave me the strength, motivation and assurance to face everything in life, I wanna walk with u every step of the way as you trudge through all the challenges towards the greatness you can and will eventually achieve.
Have faith in you...
Love ya. *hugZ*
At 8:58 AM,
morningcalm said…
Dear, thanks so much for your kind and reassuring words of encouragement and that strong vote of confidence. My heart melts no matter if I am reading this for the umpteenth time...
Let's face all the challenges that we may encounter together and hand-in-hand...
Love ya too...
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